First i'll say , Why do you like baseball ? Same question , Why do wanna be Gothic ? Answer , I like it , it's apart of my make-up . As APU said not all Gothics wanna kill them selves . There are suicidal people everywhere . I'm sure some Major league players are suicidal . Me being a Metal/Gothic individual , it's about the music and lifestyle . You say Goths dont like jesus , niether do the muslims or jews . I think Goth Chicks are kool looking but that's my preferance . Not all goths are the same . Some goth chicks like to f*** in coffins , kinda kool huh ! Bottom line is " why would you wanna be a goth a punk a metalhead a preppy a homomsexual a heterosexual a farmer a asshole a nice person , Because you are ! :fthecubs