as a pessimist and a twins fan. i worry about every santana outing. i worry about the bullpen, even thought the twins are 55+0 when leadin after 8 innings. but i expect the worst to happen every single time. I am afraid of every single pitch. being negative comes with the teritory. expecting to loose comes with the teritory. the fact that you worry about something bad happening every pitch make you more of a fan then "adam." the last thing you want to do is go thru life expecting s*** to work out.