Wow so that is junior high huh, I remember having so much fun in school I wen't back untill they wouldn't let me anymore. Roman how long heve you been a finesse pitcher? At 15 you still shouldn't be throwing junk, your arm will be fried by 20 for sure, just go heater, change for a few more years is my advice. A 14yr old kid threw a curve ball last year on the team I coach and I pulled him for it, maybe I over react but i remember watching Chris Reitsmas arm explode in Calgary as a kid(different situation but safe to say I'm paranoid of young arm injury). I'll tell ya's all this, no chick ever slept with me for beating somebody up, I think they'll be way more impressed if you find a better way to deal with it.