Wanting the Sox to lose, just isn't in me . that being said, I have no hope left for the future . I've tried to have a pragmatic view of this team, but JR, RH & KW have driven every little bit of positive feeling, out of me . some decisions that have been made the last few years, make little sense to any rational person . i'll continue to watch as I always have, but with no expectation of anything positive happening.