So for the record there is a WORLD of distance between your stoopid extremes. You can be somewhere between an "obedient lacky" and spending every waking second crying and upset about something you can't control.
You REALLY want to hurt the team? Desert them. Quit watching, listening, posting, tweeting, and everything else to do with them. The opposite of obedient lackey isn't perpetual anger, it is apathy. It is not caring. All you showing up daily shows this franchise is that they still own you.