So is it more likely you stop a school shooting, or that a kid steals your gun and uses it against you? Is it more likely that you stop a school shooting, or you get shot by police who don't know you are a good guy? Is it more likely that you mistakenly shoot the wrong person in a chaotic situation, or that you execute a perfect military precision kill that even the police didn't seem to want to go in and do? Is it more likely you shoot someone because you mistakenly feel threatened, or because you get a bad guy with a gun situation?
Look it is easy to play the "what if's", but statistically your scenario is WAY less likely than any of these above.
It's like me saying what do I want, to go to work every day for the next 20 years, or have my crappy crypto meme coin to to $10 a token so I am a billionaire. I know what I would rather have, but I also know what the odds of both circumstances are.