@Harry Chappas excellent summary.
Up until a few years ago I would have been happy to watch a MLB game. I went to games from the mid 70s to the late 1990s regardless of how well the team was doing. It was baseball played by some of the best players in the planet.
For the next couple decades I followed the team closely, watched a lot of games on TV, and attended several every time I was in town.
Then I finally understood how epically horrible this franchise is. I have no more positive vibes to contribute. If the team creates some positive energy I will gladly sip.